In yesterday's post, I am mentioned that I took the first step towards the good path. Today, there is not only any improvement from before, but ultimately failed in all aspects. I woke up around 3AM and was wasting the time & my sleep for just browsing the sites. It went on till 6:15AM. Reached office around 8AM. I was feeling very tired both physically & mentally. I didn't do any task throughout the day and was just wandering around the office.
Barani gave love of points to improve. But, I forgot everything after coming back to desk. Bright was asking about the status. Couldn't give any proper answer. I am sure when could I complete the task. I know what to do. But, it's completely due to my laziness, I didn't make any progress till now. I know I am losing lot of opportunities due to this. But, still not doing anything for that.
I am completely lost hope on my future. Just having dreams. No action to work on the dreams. I am afraid on how my family will survive with my current condition. Nothing to say more... It's another failure!!!
Barani gave love of points to improve. But, I forgot everything after coming back to desk. Bright was asking about the status. Couldn't give any proper answer. I am sure when could I complete the task. I know what to do. But, it's completely due to my laziness, I didn't make any progress till now. I know I am losing lot of opportunities due to this. But, still not doing anything for that.
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